Collection of memories

New life started on 1/12/08

2008-12-05T06:43:00.000-08:00

1/12/08......New starting for ME...

Finally i left my comopany and joined other company....THe main reason for my leaving is ---- FUTURE... I really really like my ex company...GOod supervisors, good colleagues.....REally happy and enjoy over there...quite comfortable and stable life at there....SOooo finally i decided to leave coz i wished to find the new challenging and good prospect at outside...

1/12/08 -- First day at the new company...Erm..as usual, went through some documents and have a briefly talk with my 2 superiors..><..AFter the 4 days was having the training....Erm, learnt a lot frm there....The manager treated us quite nice..From them, i knew more about my post and knew some difficulties about my job too....Erm....a bit frightened down by them, but i will accept this challenge....IS good to gain new experince....

MAybe i will feel tired oneday, but i must jia you first...Thanks my ex supervisor's encouragement...Really enjoyed sharing a lot with U..IS my LUCk to meet u in my life....Appreciate ours FRIENDSHIP.....MAybe wont meet u frequently as b4, but i cherish our friendship........Hope u happy and stay healthy all the time....

JIa YOU JIA YOU...Dun give up......Stress**** is depend how u think and interprete abt this word.....ENjoy the process and the more important thing.....TIME MANAGEMENT.......PASSION.....SUCCESS.....

im back!!!

2008-10-19T06:31:00.000-07:00

HEllooooooooo...

Long time din write on my blog ler.....

Erm...First thing i wanna to share is my tis yr birthday..

Its surprising!!!!!!

Seriously i oredi mentally prepare that tis yr will have a lonely birthday for me. Something amazing happened....which is out of my expectation....HEEHEEE.... I got gift for tis yr lei...my colleagues presented me and treated me dinner to celebrate for me...Hurray..thanks to all of u...><

Recently my day quite fruitfully and happily.....

2008-09-10T20:16:00.000-07:00

= Was watching the Hk drama yesterday..
= Was read newspaper, but only the title nia, the content i no read.

* Wanna to change myself again.....
. Online Read news...
. Online read more articles...relate to my work or not also can..*not only watch drama...Must fully utilise the computer and internet..><....

8

2008-09-09T01:39:00.000-07:00

Still moodless while working...loss of spirit!!

** I learnt something....IF u dislike ppl to do something, u also have to stop it.^^Eg: u dislike ppl to talk loudly, pls control urself too..><

Bored, tired, sleepy,etc...all r negative feeling

IMY...but i knw a lot of things hv to move on...i need to wake up ...stop dreaming!!!

DUn think today will go jogging liao...hv to tidy my messy stuff in my room...

SIEN.....................................................

WU liao......................

LAst weekend i was received 1 sms frm 1 person. I Knew him and i understood y he sms me... i Just wondering Y Y Y Y...........How he think abt me??? Y So suddenly contact me?What he take me as??????

i became more wise**Audit day..

2008-09-07T17:13:00.000-07:00

For the last week...was goin to attend my cousin's wedding dinner...

Went to KONG KONG met my friends n had a NICE lunch over there.....

Review back....

. I think i have to think myself first rather than think others..

. Old ppl 's thinking is Unequal to us..Dun simply arrange something for them coz u dun knw they like it or not even u r enjoying....** So better Dun..let it be...

** MY plan right now..

. I think i still will back rarely.
. I will upgrade myself.
. I will work hard on my jobs.
. I will save more money.
. I will reduce my expenses.
. I will write down wat i spend / use for the money.
. i will zip my mouth and think more.
. ANd i will forget u too..< MAybe next yr meet U again >

&&& Audit DAy...WAS having the lunch with the auditors at bird park....Ate INdonesia style food....QUite nice and hv pan fried ice- cream as dessert...Quite special but oily...it quite differ frm the fried ice- cream i ate b4...FEel sleepy after eating...Might will meet my parents them after knock off...hope to cut off and back early....but must wait the audit finish.....think its impossible lor...aik..have to wait till 5.30 pm ba...

** Very full for the past 3 days....cham liao!Gained more weight! have to do more exercise hardly.. >><< jiu ming arrrrr...

*** +u+u+u+u+u+u+u+u+u+u+u+u+u+u+u+u+u+u+u+u+u+u+u+u+u+u+u+u+u+u+u+u+u+u+u+u+u+u..

Tuesday^^

2008-09-01T17:16:00.000-07:00

Was reading newspaper yesterday b4 zzzzzzzz

Nothing much.....

YAYA..i was goin to jogging after knock off...NICE...><

JIa you on my work...

** Was very angry yesterday during working...I m wondering why the problems recurred?? Is it my problem? IS it i dun knw how to manage ppl?? Is it i need to monitor every minute every second to make sure they follow wat i asked them to do??
SIEn.....But i knw it is learning step...cant gv up but need to find out the solution to solve the problems....JIA YOU

as long as ur determination is strong, nothing is impossible.

New day yoyo - 1/9/08

2008-08-31T16:57:00.000-07:00

= I was success in doin something which i always gave up half way-- jogging
** I learnt something ...while u wanna to give up something...just keep saying JIA U JIA U in ur heart continuously, its quite work lor..><

= GOOOOD starting month - September..start frm now, i wanna to re- writting my life....i goin to make my dream come true..thanks to U for telling me so much abt me....guided me the way to the success path...

First = upgrade urself ** try to learn wat u wanna to learn now coz it will helps u at the end of ur life** LEarn more skill...><

Second = Still lost direction** Dun knw wat u really want...&& But i knw wat i want&&

THird = If u have money , just keep silently, keep it in the bank and dun tell ppl....otherwise it will comes out with nothing de...

4th = Dun be ppl's atm machine..otherwise u will end up with nothing...They never think abt ur FUTURE de..

5th = LOVE - Dun worry de ..27 vs 33 ( BEFORE)

6th = HEalth - Ok

7th = GOod thing will follow by the bad thing.....PRAY...><

****** Goin to busy after this week...i really hope the PT job faster come lor..soo that i wont be feel sien n nothing to do during weekend...quite long time din do liao...The interview quite simple de....GOin to have training sooon....and will start on october.Hope i can perform well and then they wil gv me higher pay lor...yeye...OCTOBER!!! my birthday comes soon..think tis yr will have lonely birthday ba.. yrs b4, got ppl celebrated with me and wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAy de..they all my school friends n coursemates..but this yr....But its ok too....Thanks for those who wished me b4....

** Face my life with the smile and happy heart ....IS mandatory...JIA You....say in my heart always..GOd with me ....

Today...cookie department de aunties said me ""walk like aunties lei''...i must change tis auntie's look liao..start frm today - 1 sept 08...more like lady look..jia U , qiu ting...u can do it de....there r nothing impossible in this world..just depend to how determination u wanna to change it....I PROMISE I MUST CHANGE IT.....THANK YOU AGAIN TO U ....THANK YOU

** FLYDay&&

2008-08-28T17:47:00.000-07:00

YEstarday....nothing special happened..><

Finished watched jia hao yue yuan till episode 18....

TOday...goin to jurong west ba....think so...

Pretty Nice SPA on 27/8/08

2008-08-27T17:22:00.000-07:00

ENjoy the Yoghurt n coconut oil spa yesterday..

Its quite nice to have it ...

My first time doing SPA....

Briefly describe:

** U hv to naked ur body..
** They will put the the things on ur body
** The bed u lie is slightly hot to make ur body's holes open and absorb the nutritions putting on ur body...
** A few minutes later, they will ask u to shower.
** U will feel ur body very smooth and white too...

@@ The price is pretty expensive lor..
@@ 1 time it costs $200+ gua..
@@ They will suggest u to tk the package or join the member which is more cheaper lor....

I was having the Hong kong style fried noodles after spa...too hungry liao..dun knw y recently very hungry..like long time no eat food liao..but i just ate a few hour b4 nia....dun knw Y...became fatter and fatter liao....

After tat took Mrt to back home...

THe class oredi finished, i cant meet u there...dun knw u r attend the class or not..but i strongly feel tat u r there yesterday....

The eyes pretty uncomfortable yesterday...

After reaching home, i open the computer and online...Downloading drama n chat with friends thr msn...think till 10pm +....nearly to 11pm..then zzzzzzz...

Actually today- thurday..i got 1 appointment a raffles hotel de.....but i stil thinking whether wanna go or not lor.....lazy.....

Thinking if i no go there, i will go jurong west to find out the fortune teller which the aunties said pretty ZHUN lor..hahass...too superstitious...but play play only nia...><....xD

** WED - SPA

2008-08-26T16:56:00.000-07:00

** Goin to spa tonight~~ FREE porcelain yoghurt facial plus tropical yoghurt whitening & moisturizing body therapy.....< My first time ***SPA*** APpoitment @ 7.30 pm @ TGP MRT nearby...

** Tonight ~~ would u be there ??? MIss U *****YEs, i Miss u*****

** Headache while doin documentation in office due have to face the computer all the day...>< sien..........

**Tuesday*

2008-08-25T17:15:00.000-07:00

Alohhh.....my manager coming back today....xD.....

U r in my dream alwayzzzzz......:**D

JIA you on my work lor...><...

Hope tis weekend can do something special which i wont feel SIEN....

U

2008-08-24T21:32:00.000-07:00

I still always thinking of U...without my control...hope next class comes sooon....><...x)..Hope at that moment, i still have that feeling lor....XD...

Next month goin to have a big changes of my life....First of the month i will go JB during weekend to attend my cousin's wedding dinner and go somewhere to play too...Second of the month i will start my PT job ler....REALLy really hope i can competent the job and perform well lor...Tis job quite different frm my previous jobs...quite HIGH class de....>.<...Will have 2 - 3 days de training ....

++ Sharing +=

2008-08-24T18:56:00.000-07:00

When u r down, pls dun forget tat i m still by ur side..

When u r seeking for something tat u can trust, dun boggle, i m the 1 u finding..

When u r happy n willing to share, pls rmb tat i m waiting for u to share

When u r angry, pls drink a glass of water n think something tat can make u happy, it can cool u down..

** Suddenly saw a paper i wrote b4...and felt them quite meaningful n romantic...so decided to write on my blogger...

sad + happy

2008-08-24T17:15:00.000-07:00

lAst weekend i was going back to my hometown on sat morning and back SG on sun morning...IT looks quite rush lor..Due to dun hv any bus ticket liao..

While i reached My home, i was going to spec shop to make my spec and purchased contact lens too..It costs nearly to Rm 200....WAH WAH!!..After tat i went ot my cousin's salon to cut my hair....then just back my home...

Was meeting with my friends on sat night...SOmething amazing happens..One of my friends changed a lot...i was Shioked by her changes...x)I so pity her condition now...>< and felt myself super XIn FU ler....I must treasure everything...No more grumble abt life..

FRIEND, I REALLY HOPE THERE ARE A GUARDIAN ANGEL BESIDES U TO GUIDE U THE PATH OF THE LIFE FOR U, U MUST JIA YOU WOR...DUN GIVE UP, LIFE STILL NEEDS TO GO ON DE..I DUN KNW WAT I CAN DO FOR U, JUST PRAY FOR U BA!JIA YOU JIA YOU@@...I AM PONDERING Y THE MISERABLE HAPPENED ON MY FRIEND???NO MATTER HOW TAUGH THE LIFE, FACE IT WITH THE SMILE..< I KNOW SAYING ALWAYS MORE EASIER THAN DOING >...ANY HELPS U NEED, I WILL BE THERE FOR U DE...DUN FEEL HESITATE TO CONTACT ME IF U NEED ANY HELPS.....

Will have a new start on SEPT..><..hope everything OK...xD....

friday again

2008-08-14T17:16:00.000-07:00

Time flied super fast....><

IS FRIDAY AGAIN....><

DUn knw wat i will do...

REcently i quite success in shutting my mouth and keeping silently in my office...JIA YOU><..AND i felt my work less of challenging...i damn bored with it..DAy go by day too fluently...>< Nothing to do is a torture to ME...cant tahan tis kind of feeling..i think i m the kinda ppl who needs a lot of challenging ba..**I will try my best to find things to do and keep the PASSION in my heart all the time..i wanna be a valuable ppl xD.....

I quite proud of myself tat i m not that kinda jealousy ppl,not those ppl take for granted for something,not calculated ppl, etc. I wont jealous if somebody treats somebody better than me..I just try my best to do the thing to the BEST...And more powerful 1 is i can tk somebody as transparent de...hahas..

My failure:
** I not that kinda ppl who well in saying GOOD / praise of ppl..
** I dislike to say something tat ppl like to listen but is fake.<3
** I keep my feeling in my heart.<3
** I like to think toooo much.<3
**

I hope 2010 comes faster....

我的朋友说，我：对也讲，不对也讲，讲话没有经过大脑。。乱乱讲。。。。
i agreed wat he said. . SO right now, i no dare to speak anything ...I agree while we saying something to different ppl, the way we convey is different..sometimes, u need to filter somethings too...><...:D..YES, I m learning....:S....

^^Wednesday

2008-08-13T17:13:00.000-07:00

I dun knw y, i go there again..

But i din c u there....U r absent the class yesterday...

At that moment, i strongly feel tat i wanna to re- take the class again next year..

Things keep goin change and change, so i dun knw at that time the feeling still sooo strong or not......

Hopefully la...><....

Or maybe at tat time, i oredi forgot U liao..dun knw...infinite......

==Sharing == Cherish

2008-08-12T23:56:00.000-07:00

If life happens to deliver a situation to you that you cannot handle, do Not attempt to resolve it yourself! Kindly put it in the SFGTD (something for God to do) box. I will get to it in MY TIME. All situations will be resolved, but in My time, not yours

Once the matter is placed into the box, do not hold onto it by worrying about it. Instead, focus on all the wonderful things that are present in your life now.

If you find yourself stuck in traffic, don't despair. There are people in this world for whom driving is an unheard of privilege.

Should you have a bad day at work; think of the man who has been out of work for years.

Should you despair over a relationship gone bad; think of the person who has never known what it's like to love and be loved in return.

Should you grieve the passing of another weekend; think of the woman in dire straits, working twelve hours a day, seven days a week to feed her children.

Should your car break down, leaving you miles away from assistance; think of the paraplegic who would love the opportunity to take that walk.

Should you notice a new gray hair in the mirror; think of the cancer patient in chemo who wishes she had hair to examine.

Should you find yourself at a loss and pondering what is life all about, asking what is my purpose? Be thankful. There are those who didn't live long enough to get the opportunity.

Should you find yourself the victim of other people's bitterness, ignorance, smallness or insecurities; remember, things could be worse. You could be one of them!

@@Wednesday again@@

2008-08-12T21:24:00.000-07:00

Wednesday again....the day which i will remember always...

I really Miss U.....WHo can convey my feeling to U ???

U always on my mind ....

Yes,i admit i have feeling towards U...>< do u know @ do u feel it??

Maybe, i really need to not think toooo much...

Tis sat i will go for interview for the PT job....><

Hope the job still OK la.....

Hope i can attain something from there too...

{} Missing U right now......Everytime while i sneezing, i will think tat somebody is thinking/ missing of me..then i will think r U...Am i really think tooo much ler?? wahaahasssssss...maybe this i s a good way to cheat myself gua..

Then i miss u always, r u sneeze always ?? hahhas.....Joking nia..( nothing to write, then shui bian write wat flick on my mind lor...)SIENZZZZZZZZZZ

My manager was came back to office liao..i not yet report to him regarding the project running result...coz i dun knw when is correct timing lor...when he got mood to listen to me..Aik..soooooo i just keep quite n wait him call me lor..but i still running the project myself without his 's instruction..hehhes...

Sometimes i felt myself said something without deep thinking..then gave the chance to ppl to SU me back..aiyoyo...CHAM...I NEED WISDOM....Sometimes maybe i too excited liao, dun knw wat i m saying...hahas:D.....

I enjoy my life every minute every second.....hahahahahahha...SMILE + HAppy + Enjoy.....HURRAY!!!

After 3 days holiday

2008-08-11T20:31:00.000-07:00

In life there r always undesirable thgs.U will feel better if U change ur view frm other direction

** FRiday** == Having the Dinner with friends...

** Saturday** == Doin nothing at home...

** Sunday** == Cleaning my room and changed the cupboard's position...
GO to clementi to meet my DI...

** Monday** == Goin to JB and then back home and zzzzzzzzz..
Jogging ...
Read Newspaper...

These are all i done for the past 3 days..like fei ren...doin nothing right...aik..Planning to go spa tis saturday coz i have coupon for free de...
then plan to find another PT ler, dun wanna to wait anymore ler...

What will i do today?
* jog, ................

< I m super lazy.....> Pls help me ..........

~~ I still cant forget U...I missing U ....especially while i saw u tat day..tou tou de kan zhe ni..I m happy u still be there....maybe i will re- take the class again next year gua...yaya..MAYBE...><..Sometimes while i m working, Ur look will suddenly flick through my mind de....

Next year 14/11 - 22/11 / 09..i think i will tk leave to taiwan...hope my manager can approve my leave la...but look at still far frm now hor .... NOVEMBER .... >.< .... tat time i oredi worked around 2 yrs + 4 months liao in my current company ...hehe...but heard end of the yr go taiwan is ard autumn liao which is not sooooooo hot lor...NICE....

Raining ....i cant jog liao..>.<..GOod excuse..hahas...>.<

ZZZZZZZZ

2008-08-07T16:54:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was slept at 8pm+ and woke up at 12am+ and then continued to zz again...because my room mate was unfeeling well, she switched off the room's light, so i cant do anything ...so i just laied on my bed and thinking????????....there r no story between Us...

Tonight my collaegeus goin to hup chai , bangkok ler....hope them enjoy their journey ...for 3 days vacation....For me, just waiting the good news frm my employer and i think on monday i will go to jb to do some stupid and sucked things .... SIENZZZZZZZZZ .. Cant wait to get the PT job...><

TOnight goin to meet my friends and have dinner with them n their friends together..later i wil go to my cousin's hse and stay overnight there....

Learnt something on my work yesterday frm my supervisor. Thanks for telling me so much even we r disputed the causes of the incident...actually i knew there r a lot of factors to cause something happened. But wat i knew is which is the major causes is more crucial ..this is the keypoint to solve the problem immediately de...Ur quick reaction for the problem shooting is something i need to learn de...while something happen suddenly, we need to find out WHY WHY WHY and do the decision to solve the problem within a few minutes or even a few seconds....to reduce the cost..

TOday is friday again..which is my favourite day throughout the week....I LOVE FRIDAY....><........

== REcently i think i quite success to shut my mouth in my office....yaya..jia you...But sometimes lost control also to talk to my supervisor regarding the job loudly in the office too..hehhehe..pai seh...i wil control myself de.....SOmethin i can control, i will control de, but something out of my control, i cant do anything..just like US.....i really cant do anything even i hope somebody to move it on..BUT ONLY HOPE...i knew < no ACTION = NO HOPE > .....SO , the conclusion is ==== *NO HOPE ANYMORE* .....i m totally passive in a relationship...><...SO = failure too...HAHHAS....:(

== Missing U but will forget U soooooon......

== I will concentrate on my work tis few yrs.....to gain experiences as much as possible and then i will decide my FUTURE ler..right now i stil cant do any decision due to i still a NEW BIRD...hahas...>.<...I love some of the colleagues in my current company coz they really willing to teach, explain, lead, guide me all the time..I M SOOOO lucky but ........ one thing i cant accept.... The thing which is unacceptable, i take it very important de...SOOO...if the condition stil like tat, i think i really hv to do decision..but regardless wat , i think i will do the desicion finally de....TIME...

== Hope i can meet somebody whom has same channel with ME de... i hope r U...but only HOPE, no action = HOPELESS.....Even not r U, i hope tat person is good too.....I dislike to force something to became another thing de.... USELESS...tk the thing naturally ba.....><.... I wil appreciate every chance and everything in my life.... i will cherish the PRESENT....活在当下。。。

LOL

2008-08-06T17:28:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i was went there and saw u there....>< ya..U still be there....at least i still can c u there....but i think i will forget U slowly ba...

MISSING U..but nobody to bridge the gap between US......FATE..

Yesterday was reading newspaper. then slept ard 10 pm which was quite early de..><...coz my mind suddenly full of U ......**..i cant concentrate on my reading..so i decided to zzzzzzzz lor...

Tomorrow will having the DA CHAN with my school friends and then will go to my cousin's place to submit her something and sleep overnight there...YAYA..i lazy back home even got 3 days holiday continuously.....

I know somebody was looking down at me ( maybe not) or my requirement to myself too high...but i will jia you de..thanks for looking down at me, i will show u that i can de..give me some time.@@.. I must fightened down A word called '' LAZY''...
Any pill which can cure this disease ma??

080808

2008-08-05T17:07:00.000-07:00

080808--- what a special day in tis year.. This day is my friend's birthday..Wish her happy birthday....>< between..i think i will hang out with friends ba..we oredi dated on friday to have a DINNER together in LAO ba SHa...I never go there b4, heard a lot of foods to choose de...hehe..........:)

Today is wednesday..quite a unforgetful day each week..i think i will go over there to c whether U r still there or not ... I hope U r there even i move myself frm there ler....><....JIA YOU...!!!!

my plan till end of this yr are earn money, save money,dun waste money simply, implement my life plan, use my time properly, concentrate on my work n everything in my daily time. I think i will bek my hometown rarely due to STUPID traffic jam, SUCk bus service ,and also dislike to queue long queue too..

Yesterday i was bought a new hp, but i din feel happy at that moment...aik..i dun knw Y...maybe i still felt xin tong ba...APPreciate n cherish everything we have right now, dun wait the things disappear, u just xin tong or hou hui ba...SAYIng is always easier than Doing...I understood ...aik***

JIA YOU on my work , qiu ting..Try ur best to do the things to the best...Shut ur mouth and move ur hands n legs...u will success oneday de....i believe....@@..DO > TALK ....WORK is a gift ppl gv u, pls appreciate every chance ppl gv u..dun grumble...always remind urself ba...!!!!JIA you

==unlucky ]==

2008-08-03T17:07:00.000-07:00

=== I lost my hp on the 1st of the august where the ghost month started...i thinked who took my hp was a ghost ba....:(...Sad.....but not point too..have to stop think abt it then i just can concentrate on my work...otherwise i think i goin to Crazy soon.

=== I forgot my username n password for the maybank2u account..i cant pay the fee anymore, have to go to the bank again to search for help...sien..i detest to go bank especially malaysia 's bank...><..........

=== My 'car' was broken suddenly and have to repair...aik..need money again...

*** All need money to settle, i thinked i goin to po kai liao....my saving account's money goin to ZERO liao..sad...but if the money can settle the things, then is fine too...coz money can earn back de...:(...

I think i need to earn more money liao..start right now...cant wait anymore...

I was wondering y everytime must has bad luck happened to ME de????While i m happy, sure got something happened that blocked my way de...>< ...aik...Y Y ????

I agreed that i m not the good in communicate with ppl in same ways...so i decided to shut my mouth! YES, i doin right now..hope i can success to shut my mouth lor..... JIa you..concentrate on my stuffs.....*****

I not longer thinking of U ler...:(...ITS OK De.........

==WOndering +.=

2008-07-30T17:11:00.001-07:00

Erm....yesterday night i was went to tk my cert and pay the Singtel bill at CC...But i cant c U there...U din go for the class? or u oredi stop the class as me?? I just Wondering.....but right now i really cant remember ur look ler..maybe it is good for me ba....><.......no SAD****

Yesterday was slacked at home after jogging and doing nothing too...felt waste time nia.....wat should i do for today?? PLAnning.......hope i can pick up the mood and do the thing i should do.........How lazy i am..........Aik.......:(

== I m coming back ler ==

2008-07-29T18:54:00.000-07:00

6 DAys 5 nights at bangkok n pattaya....><

I thinked i gained something frm tis trip and saw something fresh at there too..And i more appreciated the time in Singapore n MAlaysia....I super lucky not born in there but go there just for vacation only...CAnt imagined my life at there if i were born at there...@@...I know i m lucky..but sometimes i will complaint that y so many unfortunete things happened to me like SP, RP,FP etc....Y my life cant go as normally without any waves....>< ....but now i knew i should feel contented with wat i having now......{@@}

After the trip, i will pick up my mood and re-arrange my daily schedule ler.. earn and save more money..........Recently used a lot money for STUPID expenses ...><...NO point, only money can solve tat problem nia...

Tomorrow i will go to take my Cert..think will meet U there.....but just for few second nia...maybe U wont notice me >< ... Aik..but OUt of my Control...need to move forward too...my mood now quite OK ler....Nothing is super Important in this world...just BALANCE....I m pursueing BALANCE in everything...

I m Missing U...(><)...Do u? But i think i will forget U sooon coz right now i cant remember Ur look ler....::::::::(...........But nevermind de.........JIA YOU n BYE BYE to U.......Thanks for passing my life and left a sweet memory to ME without UR notice!!!!!!!!!!!!TIme will cure everything de...>.<

==Wednesday = 23/7/08.meaningful day for me

2008-07-22T17:33:00.000-07:00

Y said today is a meaningful day to me ler??? Yes , today is my first day n also first time flight to oversea by plane...yaya..tonight...Should be remarked in my blogger ..><..Besides, today also is my last day for my class ler..but i wont go n also wont meet u over there...Really hope somebody over there can tell me ur mood @ there without my present...@@..Will u find me ? Will u feel disappointed that i didnt attend the last class?? or u just feel nothing? Aik....wat can i say is OUT OF MY CONTROL...><...i will forget u slowly ba....No sad Just Disappointed only..*****

My manager was not came today. He went to medical checkup today..Hope he can pass the test la...>< Stay healthy to U ~ my dearest manager--Mr. Tan...

Goin to relax for a few days....i must enjoy the journey and learnt something frm the journey too..kekeke...

YAYA, was receiving a message frm my friend yesterday..She mentioned she oredi get the HDB house ..yeah yeah..Congrats to U ...>.<....

passion + patient

2008-07-22T05:46:00.000-07:00

WAs talked a lot with my manager today....ard 5.45pm+ knocked off...MR TAN....THANks for sharing so much..really a good lesson for me..i will appreciated it de....i also got aim like u and wanna success oneday ...but i lack of patient...aik.....i will jia you de..after coming back frm the bangkok n pattaya trip, i will re-arrange my schedule again....hehe....cant wait for tomolo ...>< ==....i clearly know wat should i do right now and somebody also remind me too, but i still failed to do it well...coz i fightened down by ' LAZY'....Help, somebody can help me ma???

I need WISDOM.....

一部戏最精彩的并不是结局,而是高潮.....所以不管是什么事,结果并不重要,而是过程.><

****May GOD bless US???****

==Waiting for tomolo==

2008-07-21T17:11:00.000-07:00

Yes! tomolo i will depart to bangkok ler....erm..flight delayed to 8pm+..tat means while i m in the airport, u r in the same place...will u busy seaching for me...????.>< I dun think sooooo...hahas..but nevermind...:D~~~~~~~~~~

TOnight will busy packing my clothes....tired...hahas...@@..but luckily i got 1 auntie whom can support me the neccesaries...hehhehe.thanks a lotzzz....!!!!!

i think i will missing u all the time till the day i forget it without my notice....maybe i really need to focus on my career first ba...wat ppl said: if the thing belongs to U , no matter how, it will comes back to ur side de..but if the thing not belongs to U, no matter how u tight it properly, it will release frm ur side TOO.....Will u believe??? i dun know...but if u never appreciate the chance, the chance might wont comes back again too, tis is wat i believe more...><..but the condition i cant control wat ...while something out of ur control, u wish to do it also cant use de rite???...>.< how wish the MIRACLE happens.....will it? i think no la, just i think toooo much nia....i always remind myself, while u r nothing to somebody, dun waste ur time to wait the miracle lor...coz it is USELESS lor....

(( MONDAY again ^^ ))

2008-07-20T17:15:00.000-07:00

WAS going back last weekend...by my cousin's husband's car and back to sg on sunday by my grandma de neighbour 's car too. WAH WAh..ate a lot of fruits while goin back -- mangosteen, rambutan..etc..all plucked frm the tree...heehee..><

I was buying 2 DVD while goin back to sg.WAH...Nice HK drama.....WAs watched it till 12am lor...haha..coz too nice liao..i love Linda chong ..She is sooo beautiful..and her smile too....@@...LAm feng not bad too....quite handsome too....But i prefer Steven MA more...hehe *******

TIs time bek home coincided met the GUAN YING DAN..so was goin to my lao shi yi de house to c the re nao....><..haha...and i got asked something too...i need WISDOM ..

HEHE..goin to bangkok and pattaya tis wed..SO fast ...Not yet pick up the clothes..haha... planned to go my auntie's hse tonight to borrow something to this trip..and my mei goin to come sg tis afternoon too....I had changed the money oredi..really hope tis trip is unforgetable and is the starting of my journey too...@@...

-- STRESS--

2008-07-18T02:09:00.000-07:00

WHile i writting tis post, i still in the office ..ard 5.10 pm..goin to knock off liao..but i dun have mood to focus on my work anymore..suddenly feel very stress.. a lot of projects came one by one...previous de still not yet complete...

SEntences important to remember .....

2008-07-17T17:18:00.000-07:00

MANAGEMENT

DEvelop A PASSION in the thing that YOu DO..

** PASSION MAKES THE DIFFERENCE!**

SUCCESS

Always remember that success is a ladder not an ESCALATOR!

TEAMWORK

TEAMWOrk is a catalyst that yield excelent from shared strengths...><

(((((^^)))))

2008-07-16T06:39:00.000-07:00

** I think i wont waste my time on the thing which is worthless for to wait lor...

** SO i decide to GIVE UP ler..>< NO SAD***REALLY @@

** Hope tis weekend can start my work ... GOD bless ME **

==Wednesday...lolz..

2008-07-15T17:18:00.000-07:00

== Will meet up with U tonight ...but my feeling right now is normal..i can forecast wat will happen tonight..so i din put much hope on it..no bei guan as wat my friend said...but its FATE ....**DUN THINK TOO MUCH IS a sentence my friends n i always said to me de...HEHE ><

== Changed my plan to LIB liao...hope i can fight down the word called "LAZY" ba..JIA YOU ..><

^^

**normal day for me..^^

2008-07-15T07:53:00.000-07:00

AIk! i think i scared to go cc liao ba due to the weird malay guy .... aik ............ mei ban fa, maybe tis is yuan fen ba..lao tian maybe an shi me to fang qi ba...YAYAYA..out of my control....aik....

Nothing to write right now..>.<

Erm.....i met 1 ??? room mate....aik...dun want to talk abt her la...

==Monday><

2008-07-14T17:12:00.000-07:00

i met 1 weird malay guy yesterday night at cc..We talked a lotzz...dun knw he is good or bad guy..a bit worried...

** Miss U again...but tomorrow will be the last day to meet u ler..but its ok de..i planned to go cc everyday as long as i free. But worry to meet that malay guy there...:)..but i wont let ppl interrupt my planning de..so i will go there also..><

** NExt wed goin to bangkok n pattaya ler..Now the mood is normal, no extreme happy ...tis is my FIRST time lei...and i promise i will implement my life plan tat i will travel at least yearly to other countries de.. >< If i have extra more money, i think i will go two countries yearly ba..but also hope my manager can approve my leave lor...:: Actually , i have my career plan too...but right now too early to say, so gv me sometime to look look and see see ba.. i hope i can success oneday on my career ..and here, i would like to thanks those friends who encouraged me all the time ..**i will remember wat u all told me, and actually i knw wat should i do but sometimes i was fightened by one word called **LAZY**.....Tis word really kong bu, i always lose to it de...i know this word will be my obtacles to success....i will JIA you de...Thanks again to my dear friends...

''Happy Saturday''

2008-07-11T17:00:00.000-07:00

== GOing out later...
== Dun think too much .....
== 得不到永远是最好的>.<
== 想象永远比现实的美好.....
== 加油!continue put more effort on my career...........:)

==''

2008-07-10T05:51:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow will have a big meeting with the production ppl...

== Slowly erase ur look frm my mind ler...>< 真的真的很不舍...我真的真的很想走上前去, 但是我没勇气...其实如果我们的距离是1000 步,只要你向我迈进1 步, 我就会向你迈进那其余的999步..不过....你好象在原地踏步, 我也只好在原地等待, 不过等待是有期限的...期限一到,我就得默默的离开了..依依不舍的离开....>< 没办法....:(....***也许是我想太多了***

Waiting for 23 of july...YEs, the date when i will depart for BANGKOK n PATTAYA...worry abt the weather there....hope dun want too hot la...

Talk abt my work....

Tis few week discovered a lot on my work....done something useful to develop our products....YEAH!!! really tired... but i knew its worth it lor....i will jia you de...coz i knew wat i want to achieve on my career ...>< and i can forecast tat i will success at the end de....but the PAth not easy to go....i will enjoy the journey toward the success with the smile :D.....

My colleague goin to bek office next monday after 1 month MC ler...hope he is recover well lor....even we seldom chat while working...WISh u healthy all the time lor....JIA you...!!!!

==disappointed''

2008-07-09T07:01:00.000-07:00

Met up with U tonight..I thought u r not came liao coz oredi 7.30 pm .. But u arrived late..Happy tat u r came..but a bit disappointed lor...so i m wondering is it the time i really need to wake up liao...:( I dun have choice...the only thing i can do is give up..'''''BUT I REALLY REALLLY HOPE CAN BE FRIEND WITH U DE.''''
mayb i should start frm now .... erase ur look frm my mind ><...the more i wanna to forget , the more it make me think abt U...next week will be the LAst time we meet up ler...真的很不舍......^^不过有些事情还是要面对的..对你来说可能没当一回事.....你会记得我吗? 当我已不在那里的时侯?还是依然如此??

my mood ))))**

2008-07-08T06:26:00.001-07:00

Will meet up with U tomorrow...my mood right now is mixture of happy n a bit sad...Y Y ??Happy is bcoz i will meet U again, a bit sad is becoz the time became lesser and lesser liao...even i can choose to continue the class and meet u again , but i feel 90% i wont continue ba..><...

People said:'' must grab the chance once it is in front of U, coz chance wont knock the door twice."" But in this condition, i not dare to tk any action..just waiting n waiting...if at the end still nothing happen, i will accept the truth....FATE...

Dont u sense anything frm me?? Or u also no dare to tk any action?? :(

**Slack @ home for rhe last weekend

2008-07-06T05:21:00.000-07:00

SLept all the time at home and thinked of U....MAybe the time leave no more liao, so i really miss U...><..Time to say goodbye...After that, i also need the time to help me forget U...No sad, but missing ......HAppy because it was happened...

2 days slacked at home doin nothing..a bit regretted...but i knew the time wont comes bek again...:(...Just take it as time to relax myself ba...Was reading the christian book borrowed frm my colleague < THe Purpose driven Life>.. a bit bored read these book..talk abt JEsus...GOd...:D

NEw life start tomorrow..< i must use the time appropriately n usefully >....Coming THUrsday will has a big MEEting with all the IMportant people in my company after knock off..estimate will till 7 pm + gua...Happy because i m involve in it..cause not all the ppl want involve jiu can involve de....hahahahahaaa

watched Hk drama....

I miss U , can u sense it??

1 yr anniversary**

2008-07-04T18:15:00.000-07:00

'''' One yr anniversary at my current company..yeah!!Time flied very very fast wor..><....THinking bek wat i done, gained n learnt for the past 1 yr....YEs, i think i gained a lotzz..

*** Two more weeks leave ler....I knw u will be there always, but i dun think i will be there to wait anymore ler..yes, i think i will move away ler...even nothing happen at the end...two of my friends were asking abt U and encouraged me thr msn.....but.....i think i still wont tk any action too...sorry, i really fail in doin it....waiting for U to come on, but..U...same with me..i think..:(
Anyway, all the best to U la...i think i will thinking n missing u continuously till the day i cant remember ur look on my mind ba...

>< Monday ...BLUES>>^^

2008-06-29T17:03:00.000-07:00

After coming bek frm my hometown yesterday , i think i have a bit phobia to bek home liao.. Wat a suck malaysia bus service and terrible jam in custom ...OH! MY GOODNESS...><...Never try b4 which hv to queue up so long to tk bus 170 to bek singapore..@@..LOLz..i wanna to shout...Sh*t...

today is the last day of june.happpy..means july coming tomorrow..YEah yeah..!!Yesterday while on the way bek to singapore, i have been thought a lotz...Sometimes hate myself due to cant control myself in certain ways..lazy..

''Singapore -> Bangkok -> Pattaya -> Bangkok -> Singapore -> Malaysia, Muar -> Singapore...I think i will bek malaysia after bek frm bangkok. MAybe on the spot or next day gua due to have appointment with somebody who can bring bek my confident one..haha..i m waiting eagerly...hope i din feel disappointed of this trip la...NExt AIM - - - TAiwan...WHo wants to join mE???

Meet U again ==

2008-06-25T17:09:00.000-07:00

Meet U again yesterday...~Shu ting..but U like nothing to ME....Maybe it is good to ME too..I will tk it as sweet mEEt up and keep it in my heart till the day i cant remember lor..><..

I dun think i will continue the class ba...so i definetely wont meet U again ler..
A few weeks later have to say GOODBYE...SAY frm my heart....GOOdbye to U, my friend...**Will we continue to contact after tat? I dun think so lor.. I strongly believe NO. But i hope the realiti shows me is YES....The realiti has to wait u to move on ler.. Coz i definetely wont tk any action de lor...hhahaha^^..coz i m coward
..heheheheh...{}..dreaming....but i know, dream wont come true de if nothing action to be taken lor..Will U?? I can feel tat u wont too...but its ok too...FATE**

Was discussing with my lab girl regarding LOVE..When i will meet my true LOVE ne? Actually i no rush lor...zhen de..kekekee..:)(:...

Tomorrow will bek my home lei..happy happy...miss my mattress, pillow and my room...Long time no bek ler...

After the week bek frm my hometown, wat will i do on weekend ne? Planning to stop the part time job and find another..but not yet get the new one..should i continue till i get the new 1 just stop it ne? I dun know..But the current part time job i definetely confirm that i wont do it longer lor..due to unfair treatment...Aik!!Wat is the next one?? I m wondering..kekekeke....gong zhuo kuang...

==Wednesday...

2008-06-24T17:17:00.000-07:00

TOnight will i meet U~~Shu Ting??? Miss u soooooooo Much.R U ???QI daiiiii......
Goin bek home tis fri, happy...Hope no more jam in custom there...

==

2008-06-22T17:20:00.000-07:00

Yesterday de dinner till 11pm +...The dinner started at 8.30pm even the invitation card mentioned was 7pm sharp. My colleague said it is the earliest 1 lor..oh, my GOODNESS!!!All the people were waiting outside till around 8pm just entered the grand ballroom..Drinks were served b4 entering the ballroom..These wedding dinner really like wat i always watch on the TV...Mostly all the gents were wearing Black coat lor..and the ladies were wearing formal....the environment very romantic lor..they invited the 97.2 radio de Fen YINg and 'who wants to be a millionaire' -channel 5 de speaker to be the dinner speaker....WAH wah...==!!!!

Talk abt the food....i not really like the food over there even the dishes very expensive....i had taken the pictures for each dish..u can go to my friendster and have a look...@@....

i was receiving the good comments regarding my dressing yesterday. Yes, have to thanks to my aunty and her friend for everything. My colleagues cant recognise tat was ME lor...SO kua Zhang...hahahahaaaaaaaaa...--

Went back with Gao shi fu and my colleague- Ai nee. Sending the GAo shi fu to factory. All the way he had kept going chatted with me....YYAYA, he was goin bek to Qing DAO, CHINA tis morning. WE were exchanged the No yesterday night while sending back him to factory.If i got go to Qing dao , think will find him ba..><

These morning, bought the manager frm jakarta factory to our factory have a loook. YES , HE was giving me the name card of him. Ask me if i free ,can go jakarta to find him de...YEs, i will consider de.....

Tis fri will bek to my hometown, cant wait liao..== Will go to look my niece..Kekekeee ^^. HAppy happy...Buy a lot of things.....RELAX....SLEEP on my bed....

Tis wednesday will meet U again....Quite confident will meet U again lor... hahhaaaaa....HOW ARE U???Miss u in my DREAM...r u ???

Was receiving the news regarding my coursemate whom will goin to marry soon..Congrats to U...Blessing U...Not sure will attend the dinner or not coz the date is next yr b4 CNY....C how la..IF can, will arrange the time to KL to celebrate with U. Between, also can meet up with others coursemate too..Happy happy ^^

I think i better be mute after bek home. Dun like talk with those aunties...1 thing can spread out whole home de...sien....am i bad??cant tahan.....一直以来,我都不喜欢假假的人,徧徧就出现在我的面前.aik..><

Tonight will sleep early coz too tired liao..Today ard 3pm+,my soul was already out frm my body..hahahaa..luckily today nothing much to do.....

==) GOooood friday ^^

2008-06-19T17:20:00.001-07:00

YEaHYEaH!! Friday again......
Planned my time for this weekend liao..:)><
I AM WONDERING..AM I A questioN GIRL?tOO MUCH QUESTION TO ASK? Is it a bad habit?Or just when got question mark on my mind, i just use my brain to think without asking? Or also have to c the situation de? If tis is my bad habit, i will try to correct it de..FOR SURE>.Just zip my mouth...USE BRAIN TO THINK B4 ASKING..tis is wat i m thinking now......

^^ Thursday (**)

2008-06-18T17:26:00.001-07:00

Thinking of U too.......but knowing nothing abt U ^6^ ...........
'FAn' abt the transport to attend the wedding dinner lor..Coz my colleague bu shun lu lor..I also bu hao yi shi ask ppl to fetch me purposely ma....AIk..:)..Thinking to tk cab or c whether got ppl at my aunt's place can bring me there or not...But for sure i will go to my aunt's place without thinking much liao..even tired lor...all the way need to go there lor..bo bian...But its quite nan de to go to the dinner lor ..i appreciate the chance given lor....Who knows it might be the first n also the last chance i go to so grand wedding dinner in my life lei..mayb u will say me too pepsimistic lor..but i m not..i just appreciate the chance lor ..... hahhaahaaaa :}

LOLz...
Hope my wafer project will end soon..end means...i oredi success liao..haha...i still have two more projects not yet to implement lor....JIA you ! I will JIA you....( >< )Plan to do on friday..hope can la....Today i tried again the wafer , yesyes...the result cames out is GOOD....BUt dun knw when my manager really wants to do it in daily production....WAIT............

Sigh*** NEw project was coming...Today ard 4pm +, my manager was asking me n my supervisor to discuss the new project- enzyme cracker. He was giving us ate the enzyme cracker which he purchased frm the market. The biscuit was frm KOREA de.. quite expensive.. Ard $ 2+ for only 74 g ....2 packs in a box..the biscuit nothing special but the texture very light..heard frm my manager, this was the correct enzyme cracker he wants too. Goin to start the project next monday..really hope can success lor....one more step forward to approach the success road for enzyme cracker...>< I wont give up till the project success lor...dun knw need tk how long to launch it lor....Aik...JIA YOU again....lol..i got 70% confident right now....

Next week will bek my hometown liao.. Long time din bek liao...HAppy happy....Wat will i do ?? GO shopping- i want buy new shoes ( for travel de), go to c my niece, meet friend whom just came bek frm oversea,eat a lots etc.....><

Wedenesday

2008-06-18T00:55:00.001-07:00

Today - WEDNESDAY, i should be happy de but .... Missing U *, r u ???Dun think U r lor..## Heeheeee...:P.. Hope to c u next week..the more time we meet, the lesser the time left for us ....When is the time to say GOODBYe?? Will u take any action b4 GOODBYE?? I am wondering....But its ok if nothing happen....Sometimes i also hope nothing happen too, am i crazy liao?Coz maybe wat i visualise is always more better than realiti lor....>< == ** !!~~So better keep it in my heart...FOREVER~~
Raining at the afternoon ><
The Production manager was cames back liao...
one more step forward to improve more better wafer...think will be succeess sooon...hahahahaaaaaa!!!!=L=JAI YOU
TIs sun will attend the dinner at 7 pm at Ritz CArlton, Millenium.Think near CIty Hall there ba. Think will go to AMk to my aunt's saloon to set up b4 go there.THink will tk my colleague de shun feng che ba. After the dinner, will tk another colleague de shun feng che all the way back to my place gua...Think will tired lor, Coz tomolo hv to work ...
My mood now is happy coz next month will go oversea for a break liao. TIs is my first time take plane and also the first time go oversea for travel.. SOooo excited lor..REALly lor......YES, tis is my first time...24 yrs old......the first yr after i finished my education...Start frm tis yr,i will travel once yearly lor..this is my life plan ...i will do it..for SURE...No excuses....SURE Will go yearly de...IS a gift to myself for working hard to earn money lor........><....i wont torture myself de...haha...enjoy the life n happy happy always ..HHHHEEEEEEheeeeee....Time wont stop or run backward de. SO dun regret for anything we done lor...I always remind myself to do the best everyday ....no regret...::::>

My landlord was going back to Indonesia liao..I m the queen for tis few days..Haha::)Hurray..Actually nothing de la, i always so guai de...hahha..

Lazy to jog today..but getting fat n fat liao lei...cant control my mouth to eat eat eat...!!! aIK....helpsssssssss!!!!

==Tuesday...^^ 17/6/08

2008-06-16T20:54:00.000-07:00

was having the arguement with the cookie department head- Ah guan... Headache... a lotz of problems lor...think was management problems ba....><.... i cant do anything .. just can gv the opinoins to him.. coz i dun hv the rights lor...SERIOUSLY1 i really hope the wafer department can improved to more better and more systematic lor...JIA YOU AH GUAN ** support u all the time....I m not the people who only know to talk but no action de...< I learnt a lotz frm the issue raised up on wafer department recently>!!!

Finally, i successed to link other people on my blog.. If wait my cousin hor, i think i will never do it well lor.. FRM here, i learnt something-- dun even wait people to do / teach u something, try to do urself. If u ask ppl do for u, if they cant do wat u want, u will angry rite??? SO better do urself n experience it urself..('')!!

=) Happy Happy><

2008-06-16T04:27:00.000-07:00

Finally, my leave were approved liao...YEs, my BAngkok trip Jadi liao.....HEeheee..>< 6 days 5 nights for bangkok and pattaya trip..I m waiting...Shiok....==Hope the trip is safe n happy...^^..Planning to go some places which are excluded for the tour....Chinatown, weekend flea market etc....

Before knock off, was having the meeting with my manager, Hr and cookie department head- Ah Guan.... Around 1 hour...My manager was kept goin talk talk talk ...Learnt something new again.....More on management de......Jia you ><.....At last , my manager was kidding with me tat i might beated by the workers..haha....due to wat i saw .......cant tahan c their behavior while working.....**

Tis sun has to attend the wedding dinner at ritz calton hotel - 6*....

Today is the first day i start my planning...a bit blur....but at least i knew the direction. happy again, coz i started my plan...Jia you ^6^...

Still unfeeling well today, i din take MC lor..coz i m the best and hardworking worker ma.....hahaaaaaa..........Really hope i can archieve wat i want on my career lor...GIve myself 2-3 yrs ba....YEs, i think i will stay at tis comp for 1 or 2 yrs more ba...If there is nothing much for me to move forward or any career advancement....YAya, coming third of July is my first yr anniversary @ my current company....Thinking to celebrate with 2 of my best colleagues whom taught , lead and guided me a lot, not only on work but also on my personal affair......谢谢你们...I will always remember U de...FOREVER.... Really lucky to meet two of u in my life..Appreciate everything frm two of u...I knew sometime i will bring a lot of problems to u...hahhahaahaaaaaaaaaaa........

:) Sunday==

2008-06-15T06:47:00.000-07:00

My flu became more serious liao....Hope can recover soooon...A bit headache ...!!!!

^^ Saturday

2008-06-13T18:21:00.000-07:00

Goin Out soon........

Goin falling SICK liao, i think.........Sore throat, flu.............

KK..HEading to shower liao.....THink tonight cant online coz will be bek late.....

''''GOOOOD Friday =]=

2008-06-12T21:56:00.000-07:00

YAya... Good friday..i Super like Friday ...

Today....busy on work....After knock off, want to relax liao..What should i do? Erm... lazy to jog, i think. Erm... also dun knw want do wat lor...maybe continue watch the tvb drama....tonight can sleep a bit late n wake up a bit late tomorrow liao..HEEhee...Coz tomorrow de roaster is noon....HURRAY

While i post tis article, was when i just finished my lunch..Rest for a while....later have to go wafer department n continue the inspection liao...HOT....but no point..have to bare with it lor......JIA YOU!!!!

Thinking of U all the time..NExt week also wont meet u ....MISsing u terriblely....Hope to c u sooonnnn and i knew maybe later wont meet u again.. so i really appreciate the moment with u now......Maybe it just nothing to U.......:D

Was receiving the Bangkok map frm my colleague..Thank You very Much..MR. Ang.....Hope my trip is safe , exciting, unforgetable and etc.............

Today b4 knock off, i was asking to attend the urgent meeting with my manager n workers frm wafer department.......TIll 6pm.......OUr aim: make the more better quality wafer and reduce the wastage of the wafer........I have 90% confidence tat we will success in making more crispy wafer.... and i hope with all corporation, the wastage can reduce to the most 5% nia..........JIA YOu!!

Watching 天机算..............Doin nothing right now...........

== HOT Weather..^^

2008-06-12T05:33:00.000-07:00

WAh! Super hot right now..................

Today , all the day at WAFER department to find out some problems...Super Hot again.........finally i discovered something .................INCONSISTENCY...............Ate a lotzzzzzz wafer today too to determine the crispyness of the wafer.............Aik......!!!!!!!!!!!******

After tat told to my manager regarding wat i found in there....Something out of my expectation occurred............my supervisor was ' scolded ' by my manager regarding my finding.......Sorry, if my finding gv u the burden on work..........SAD*******

I dun knw he has angry at me or not.............On the way back, i received his sms........... THrough the sms, i can felt that he was unhappy...........Actually i knew he was SUper tired on work after the renovation of the management system........He has to take care a lot of things...has to solve a lot of problems....I can understand the feeling of whole day in the production.......walk frm front to back and vice versa......Especially something happened in production, he has to take action n think how to solve the problems..........Yaya! He is a talent in my heart...FOREVER....

I dun understand y everytime something happened in the production, he is the one who will be asking to my manager 's office drink ''COffee'' de......Maybe he is knowledgeable ba...Sometime he really SIAN lor..........I really hope i can help u...but.............Yes! i super willing to help u on work........regardless how tough and how hard the work.........I knw u r SaYang me de...........like my guidance Angel..........Taught me a lot a lotzzzzzzzzzzzz.........Thanks ..........I really APPRECIATE everything u taught me and shared with me de..........

Finally, i cant control my mind to think whether he is angry or not.........i called him...........through the convesation on phone around half an hour, i knew he not angry at me........heheeeee..happy again.........and he got told me a lotz........Again.......... i learnt something.........I knw i not enof 墨水 to perform well in talking and convince people........I wanna to learn ........forever learn.........from the people around MEeeeeeeee......<>JIA YOU...

SigH*.... my house was like pasar..........parents with other 3 housemates were teaching the only son .................Wa lau A.............一人一句，Headache..................Luckily, i no need to teach him liao..otherwise, i think i not free to do my personal things n write my blog liao..........

was watching 天机算...............

:)==!!

2008-06-11T06:48:00.000-07:00

Finally, i was picked up the documents and read....HEheeeeeeeee...........LOLZ..

TOday i was asking to my manager 's room and talk abt the work.......If not mistaken , i think got 2 hours inside his room.........坐到我的屁股痛呀...............but he did teach me a lot n share a lot histories with me.......thank a lotz.........

Ya,today while lunch hour, was talking to my colleagues abt the BAngkok trip.. They did give me a lot of ideas and suggestions regarding the trip....Haha....really happy n excited while waiting the day to come.....BUT.....i not yet apply the leave lei.........Everything settle liao...paid all the fee liao........but i no dare to apply leave lor...WHO CAN GIVE ME STRENGTH?????????? ........

Yaya.ONE thing i want to say ........mY canteen de food really NICe........HAO xin fu wor....everyday eat delicious fooD.....:D..

Before going back, my supervisor shown me the hong kong de dumpling..He said tat dumpling cost $8.00. Wah! so expensive...THe dumpling was imported frm hong kong to singapore....so i think tat dumpling should not contain any pork de...Think soooooooo la... ASked him to take the photo b4 eatng...but dun think he will lor......

Planning back home at the end of this month....hope can meet up my friend who will come back frm oversea......RIght now, she is at turkey lor..So nice! After back to malaysia, she wil go to LAOS with her mother for holiday b4 start her practical at muar's hospital....YAYA...........future MAlaysia Doctor....Dr. PAn..JIA YOU lor@@

=!=..Raining day.~~Wednesday

2008-06-10T17:31:00.001-07:00

Missing U...especially TOday.............

10/6/08 Tuesday :)

2008-06-09T19:07:00.000-07:00

Doin the monthly reports now .......Afternoon will go to wafer department to do the trial ( i m writing my blog during working hour) HEHEeeeeeee..Yes! trying to make the more crispy wafer by modify something .. SECRET.....

Yesterday brought back some documents to home, but i didnt open n do it lor..Super lazy rite??? What i done yesterday night?? Ya, i busy watching Hk drama, wrote the blog nia.........n slept ard 9.30pm + coz my roomate swicth off the light and i cant do my things in the room...Sigh....**

Thinking to CC everyday liao...Actually thought for long time b4, but never take action lor( Talk Talk nia >.......wanna to concentrate and carry out all my plannings......dun want to find excuses liao and also dun want to waste my precious TIME.......but worry CC there dun have plug case for me to use the laptop......aik..........think will go over there and have a look first........LAZY......if go library, have to take bus wor........lagi lazy!!! But there got air- con la..........************ERm.... c how first la.........

My supervisor is in my manager 's room discuss somethings....i think ard 1 hour + liao..........Pity my supervisor........

Tis morning i ate 2 dumplings as my breakfast, one is frm the charity event , another 1 is frm my landlord.....Very full...........think have to delay the time for my lunch liao......Was sms my part time job manager and told him somethings regarding my work there....THANK FOR GIVING ME CHANCE TO LEARN SOMETHING THERE WHICH MIGHT BE USEFUL FOR ME IN FUTURE>.........

The POSB opposite my block was closed up, next time if want to take out money, have to go other places which is consider far for me........Sigh*****!!!!! CHAmmmmmmmm......

Thinking Of U := = = : ^6^

A lot of question mark on my mind regarding UUUUUUUUUU!!!!@@ Do U???? Hope to c u after 2 weeks..... But i think after a few weeks later, when everything finish, we REALLY cant meet up liao....... if there still nothing action to be taken lor.....but i strongly feel tat it will end up like nothing..... but nevermind....just wanna to say thank you to be part of my life and for sure i will keep u as small part of my life's memories. No Sad But Happy ''''''''''''''''''' i dun care because i knw ...................

:'' Recently quite busy for me.. but i m happy coz i m using my time usefully... No feel bored and waste my time anymore !!= = !! I can c my road clearly right now....Despite wat wil happen and how tough the life, i will enjoy it with the SMILE :) ...........Save as much money i can, go travel yearly and do my own business in future ( xi wang La) .................

=) Happy but TiRed!!!!

2008-06-09T04:36:00.000-07:00

*Other pic u can go to my friendster and have a look........:)

Talk abt yesterday~Sunday.........==

Super Tired:(

After finished the work, i rushed to attend the CHarity @ CHinatown. My first time participate this kinda event. Actually while i reached there, i saw a lot of ppl queued up over there. Due to i also dun knw how to make dumpling, so i have been thought to give up. But after encouraged by the aunties there , i decided to stay back coz i oredi be there and it is quite meaningful lor. 只要有心就可以了! Firstly, i thought i only can make 1 dumpling nia, but..........i made more than 10 dumplings yo!!<> HEheeeeeeeeee.... YES! I had helped SHichuan ppl.....I wanna to shout: SHI CHUAN JIA YOU! @@

After tat i back home and rest for a while.......HEadache: i still got 2 tongs of clothes not yet washed.....Aik! TIred Again............So no energy to write my blog......

Talk abt today~ Monday.......

YA, MONDay Blues............ After lunch, no mood to work and think to take half day leave, but lastly NOPE......Worked till knock off....

Happy~YAya..today~ 9/6/08....i became 姑姑le.....Happy Happy......1 member added to my family............Congrats to my Di..............Jia You=)!!!!!!!!!!!!

''Tired DAy""==''

2008-06-08T06:24:00.000-07:00

REally TIred!!

""Good Friday==''

2008-06-06T05:11:00.000-07:00

I am watching 舞动全城 while writting my blog...
~~Today~~
Yaya! TOday my company started running 24 hours production......My pity supervisor has to stay back till tomorrow morning! Ke lian WOR!!!!! SO SARCASTIC..heeheea^^JIA YOU la

My friend was MSN to ask me to join the charity on sunday...YES, I think i will go lor! COz quite meaningful de lor....==:P..if i got ur no, sure i will ask u too..but...i dun have....SOb SOb**.....^6^..<Thinking Of U>....

Tomorrow will go to my auntie's place to take the clothes for dinner..hope there has 1 suit to ME....After tat need to back to my place coz got work to do.....Sunday also got work to do and after tat just will go to the charity event.....Yaya..n also need to buy some 补品 to my production manager due to she just gave birth and will back to office soooooonnn....BUT i dun knw have to buy wat wat wor..how lei??okok..try try !!!Everyting has FIRST time de...ya....GO AHEAD........!!!!!!!!!!

Still watching the HK drama and still thinking Of U...Wat r u doin right now? How are u today"? ............Missing U..

=X Thursday , 5/6/08

2008-06-05T04:17:00.000-07:00

Today,my colleague~J. absent again due to he was hospitalised yesterday night..SAD to hear abt these...........MAY GOD bless U!!!!!Bring back ur health to U and u must keep tightly yo..JIA YOU ....... REally hope U can fight down the illness lor and recover sooooooon...frm bottom of my heart.........Jia you all the time FOR U...===WAiting U back to office ya.........

Today, my manager asked me to his office and told me his next planning and big projects. I knew the tasks are not easy to carry out lor...even success oneday, a lot of things and works need to do to maintain the consistency lor....Good try and quite challenging... Due to confidential, so i am inconvinient to share with those who view my blog......HAHAH!!!!!!!!! ^6^

I always feel happy n super lucky to be a small part of my current company ...YES! i really appreciate . Nice colleagues who are willing to guide and teach me ....Big space for me to work ........Somemore got chance for me to learn as a leader/head...

Of course! There are also A insufficent..yaya..only 1....but tis 1 insufficient oredi covered

all the good conditions , AIK.......TIME will help me do the decision if i care the only

one insufficient. ( Actually now i really care abt it)................* pls dun ask me the insufficient is

wat ,kk??

Talk abt yesterday YOGA class....

Erm......... overall Ok. ANd i will miss U all the time...Despite wat will happen in the future, but right now i will treasure everything i met and kept them as my sweet memories even nothing happened at the end ......=x BUT I SERIOUSLY HOPE U too.....<>........HEHE.....:D...bt nevermind too......:P

Wednesday,3/6/08

2008-06-04T03:31:00.000-07:00

After half an hour, i will go to attend the YOGA class liao....Erm...will meet friends there.........happy..... The next coming two weeks, the class will stop for a while due to the hall will occupy by other activities.....SIGH*~~~~~

Today nothing much happened........IS a nice Phenomenon.......YEAH........AND i performed a good job today...Heeheee..........^^

JIA you! Continue move forward to do the best on my work!!!

Signing OUT lor......Tata@@

My BirthDay Colour ~SILVER

2008-06-02T21:16:00.000-07:00

You are imaginative and shy, but you like trying new things. You like to challenge yourself. You learn things easily, and like "Hard to get". Your love life is normally hard and confusing.

OMG!!!

My love life is hard n confusing?? WHY???

Quite accurate to describe ME.. 99.999%!!!!!!!!!

First SEMInar IN SIngapoRE ===

2008-06-02T05:41:00.000-07:00

Last friday, i was attendding a seminar at BIOpolis MAtrix near BUANA VISta MRT... THAt day, It is quite rush for me to attend the seminar.. COZ FEw hours BEfore I was busy in Preparing the ingredients for the new product - production trial .......

YAYA!!! HAve to thank my supervisor..If not, i think i cant attend the seminar due to i no dare to remind my manager even before tat he approved to let me go...Thanks him for willing to help me do the trial in R & D lab, so tat,i just can leave myself to attend the seminar.....THANKS again!!!!!!!!!

YES! I had gained somethings frm the seminar..especially abt the hazard and risk assessment... Every month, i attend the safety meeting in my company. But i felt i just attend to fulfill the attendance requirement only..But after the seminar, i really know wat is Risk Assessment (RA) as well...YA! i goin to implement in my lab slowly. Hope everything under my control can improve to more better stage..SERIOUsLY!!!!

Food line job is not an easy job ....Just like 唐三藏取经,the path is not easy, you will meet a lot of obstacles, but at the end you will see the rainbow... 雨过就有彩虹, 没有雨, 哪会有彩虹呢??I think i will INSIST to continue the path untill i reach my aim at the end...........JIA YOU

=.= SEcond day after creating my blog..^6^

2008-06-02T04:21:00.000-07:00

Today, i received a RED 'BOMB' frm my boss'S clerk. YES, his daughter going to getting married soon. The venue is at RITZ CARLTON MILLENIA SINGAPORE HOTEL. Wah! Heard frm my colleagues, this is 6 stars hotel in singapore and is the top hotel in singapore as well...< NO CHEAP WOR>..I was great and excited because i was invited..even have to prepare "BIG'' ANGPOW lor..hahahas!!!! 1 table cost around $1 -2 thousand..this maybe is the most luxury and expensive wedding dinner in my 24 years life...Have to wear formal clothes as well..So i am planning to borrow frm my auntie. LUCkily i have a nice auntie whom has same figure as me but a bit shorter than me..heeee...Otherwise i need to buy liao...

I was wondering, when is my turn to invite the people to my wedding dinner???HAHAHAs....think tooo much....YES! i still single and available..it is too early for me to think abt tis..I enjoy my life now..REALLY..but sometimes i also had been thought to meet the RIGHT guy too.. ACTUALLY there are a few there, but just waiting the RIGHT timing lor..i also dun knw how to say lor..wait and wait..I strongly believe the day will be coming soon...

Getting back to myself, 24 years of my life were passed...NOw, i just started my working life and start to earn money as well...Everyday work and back home and sleep and work again..tis is my recent life..YAYA..sometimes go jogging ( but recently seldom jog liao) and attend the YOGA class lor..YAYA!!! and also ONLINE...MSN...

Something happened today...........

The lab girl was applying leave from me due to her family member getting SERIOUS illness and she needs to rush back to sarawak..YES!! without thinking so much, I APProved her leave and helped her checked the flight to back to sarawak...HOPE EVERYTHING is OK and her family member will getting better as well...

Now,i am waiting my cousin online to teach me how to set up more attractive blog...add in something as well... but she not yet online.. i think i m goin to sms her and scold her liao...impatient to wait...........*Sigh!!!!!!

1 June 2008

2008-06-01T06:29:00.000-07:00

<<HEllo>>

Today is the first day i create my blog on blogger and start to write down anything happen in my life. Actually i have the experience before to write the blog at FRIENDSTER. LOng time ago , i had been thought to create a blog , but never take action to implement it. TOday i saw my cousin doing her blog. It gave me motivation to start my blog .....

Today i went to my aunty's place and met my cousins there..Quite long time no go there already..erm.. i think got more than 3 months gua...YAya..coz quite busy with my work and start doin part time job during weekend..Wah! take long time to travel all the way frm lake side to AMk...QUITE TIRING lor...

Abt My work..

REcently some incidents happened on my work. As my supervisor said, if nothing happen, u wont learn anything. Yes, i am totally agree and i really learnt somethings frm tat incidents... But sometimes the problem really tedious... From those incidents occurred, my manager asked me to chat around 1 hr +..nOt scolded me but taught me a lotz..he likes to talk history de...

Abt my PArt time job...

Big space for me to learn new things. The manager not bad too..Learnt a lot frm the staff over there. .

Maybe 1day i can establish my own business too..Not dreaming but planning ..yaya..I m taking action slowly ..JIA YOU qiu ting...I know it is not easy but if i no try , i never know the result at the end...^^