= I was success in doin something which i always gave up half way-- jogging
** I learnt something ...while u wanna to give up something...just keep saying JIA U JIA U in ur heart continuously, its quite work lor..><

= GOOOOD starting month - September..start frm now, i wanna to re- writting my life....i goin to make my dream come true..thanks to U for telling me so much abt me....guided me the way to the success path...

First = upgrade urself ** try to learn wat u wanna to learn now coz it will helps u at the end of ur life** LEarn more skill...><

Second = Still lost direction** Dun knw wat u really want...&& But i knw wat i want&&

THird = If u have money , just keep silently, keep it in the bank and dun tell ppl....otherwise it will comes out with nothing de...

4th = Dun be ppl's atm machine..otherwise u will end up with nothing...They never think abt ur FUTURE de..

5th = LOVE - Dun worry de ..27 vs 33 ( BEFORE)

6th = HEalth - Ok

7th = GOod thing will follow by the bad thing.....PRAY...><



****** Goin to busy after this week...i really hope the PT job faster come lor..soo that i wont be feel sien n nothing to do during weekend...quite long time din do liao...The interview quite simple de....GOin to have training sooon....and will start on october.Hope i can perform well and then they wil gv me higher pay lor...yeye...OCTOBER!!! my birthday comes soon..think tis yr will have lonely birthday ba.. yrs b4, got ppl celebrated with me and wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAy de..they all my school friends n coursemates..but this yr....But its ok too....Thanks for those who wished me b4....

** Face my life with the smile and happy heart ....IS mandatory...JIA You....say in my heart always..GOd with me ....

Today...cookie department de aunties said me ""walk like aunties lei''...i must change tis auntie's look liao..start frm today - 1 sept 08...more like lady look..jia U , qiu ting...u can do it de....there r nothing impossible in this world..just depend to how determination u wanna to change it....I PROMISE I MUST CHANGE IT.....THANK YOU AGAIN TO U ....THANK YOU

YEstarday....nothing special happened..><

Finished watched jia hao yue yuan till episode 18....

TOday...goin to jurong west ba....think so...

ENjoy the Yoghurt n coconut oil spa yesterday..

Its quite nice to have it ...

My first time doing SPA....

Briefly describe:

** U hv to naked ur body..
** They will put the the things on ur body
** The bed u lie is slightly hot to make ur body's holes open and absorb the nutritions putting on ur body...
** A few minutes later, they will ask u to shower.
** U will feel ur body very smooth and white too...

@@ The price is pretty expensive lor..
@@ 1 time it costs $200+ gua..
@@ They will suggest u to tk the package or join the member which is more cheaper lor....

I was having the Hong kong style fried noodles after spa...too hungry liao..dun knw y recently very hungry..like long time no eat food liao..but i just ate a few hour b4 nia....dun knw Y...became fatter and fatter liao....

After tat took Mrt to back home...

THe class oredi finished, i cant meet u there...dun knw u r attend the class or not..but i strongly feel tat u r there yesterday....

The eyes pretty uncomfortable yesterday...

After reaching home, i open the computer and online...Downloading drama n chat with friends thr msn...think till 10pm +....nearly to 11pm..then zzzzzzz...

Actually today- thurday..i got 1 appointment a raffles hotel de.....but i stil thinking whether wanna go or not lor.....lazy.....

Thinking if i no go there, i will go jurong west to find out the fortune teller which the aunties said pretty ZHUN lor..hahass...too superstitious...but play play only nia...><....xD

** Goin to spa tonight~~ FREE porcelain yoghurt facial plus tropical yoghurt whitening & moisturizing body therapy.....< My first time ***SPA*** APpoitment @ 7.30 pm @ TGP MRT nearby...

** Tonight ~~ would u be there ??? MIss U *****YEs, i Miss u*****

** Headache while doin documentation in office due have to face the computer all the day...>< sien..........

Alohhh.....my manager coming back today....xD.....

U r in my dream alwayzzzzz......:**D

JIA you on my work lor...><...

Hope tis weekend can do something special which i wont feel SIEN....

I still always thinking of U...without my control...hope next class comes sooon....><...x)..Hope at that moment, i still have that feeling lor....XD...

Next month goin to have a big changes of my life....First of the month i will go JB during weekend to attend my cousin's wedding dinner and go somewhere to play too...Second of the month i will start my PT job ler....REALLy really hope i can competent the job and perform well lor...Tis job quite different frm my previous jobs...quite HIGH class de....>.<...Will have 2 - 3 days de training ....

When u r down, pls dun forget tat i m still by ur side..

When u r seeking for something tat u can trust, dun boggle, i m the 1 u finding..

When u r happy n willing to share, pls rmb tat i m waiting for u to share

When u r angry, pls drink a glass of water n think something tat can make u happy, it can cool u down..

** Suddenly saw a paper i wrote b4...and felt them quite meaningful n romantic...so decided to write on my blogger...

lAst weekend i was going back to my hometown on sat morning and back SG on sun morning...IT looks quite rush lor..Due to dun hv any bus ticket liao..

While i reached My home, i was going to spec shop to make my spec and purchased contact lens too..It costs nearly to Rm 200....WAH WAH!!..After tat i went ot my cousin's salon to cut my hair....then just back my home...

Was meeting with my friends on sat night...SOmething amazing happens..One of my friends changed a lot...i was Shioked by her changes...x)I so pity her condition now...>< and felt myself super XIn FU ler....I must treasure everything...No more grumble abt life..

FRIEND, I REALLY HOPE THERE ARE A GUARDIAN ANGEL BESIDES U TO GUIDE U THE PATH OF THE LIFE FOR U, U MUST JIA YOU WOR...DUN GIVE UP, LIFE STILL NEEDS TO GO ON DE..I DUN KNW WAT I CAN DO FOR U, JUST PRAY FOR U BA!JIA YOU JIA YOU@@...I AM PONDERING Y THE MISERABLE HAPPENED ON MY FRIEND???NO MATTER HOW TAUGH THE LIFE, FACE IT WITH THE SMILE..< I KNOW SAYING ALWAYS MORE EASIER THAN DOING >...ANY HELPS U NEED, I WILL BE THERE FOR U DE...DUN FEEL HESITATE TO CONTACT ME IF U NEED ANY HELPS.....

Will have a new start on SEPT..><..hope everything OK...xD....

Time flied super fast....><

IS FRIDAY AGAIN....><

DUn knw wat i will do...

REcently i quite success in shutting my mouth and keeping silently in my office...JIA YOU><..AND i felt my work less of challenging...i damn bored with it..DAy go by day too fluently...>< Nothing to do is a torture to ME...cant tahan tis kind of feeling..i think i m the kinda ppl who needs a lot of challenging ba..**I will try my best to find things to do and keep the PASSION in my heart all the time..i wanna be a valuable ppl xD.....

I quite proud of myself tat i m not that kinda jealousy ppl,not those ppl take for granted for something,not calculated ppl, etc. I wont jealous if somebody treats somebody better than me..I just try my best to do the thing to the BEST...And more powerful 1 is i can tk somebody as transparent de...hahas..

My failure:
** I not that kinda ppl who well in saying GOOD / praise of ppl..
** I dislike to say something tat ppl like to listen but is fake.<3
** I keep my feeling in my heart.<3
** I like to think toooo much.<3
**

I hope 2010 comes faster....

我的朋友说，我：对也讲，不对也讲， 讲话没有经过大脑。。乱乱讲。。。。
i agreed wat he said. . SO right now, i no dare to speak anything ...I agree while we saying something to different ppl, the way we convey is different..sometimes, u need to filter somethings too...><...:D..YES, I m learning....:S....

I dun knw y, i go there again..

But i din c u there....U r absent the class yesterday...

At that moment, i strongly feel tat i wanna to re- take the class again next year..

Things keep goin change and change, so i dun knw at that time the feeling still sooo strong or not......

Hopefully la...><....

Or maybe at tat time, i oredi forgot U liao..dun knw...infinite......

If life happens to deliver a situation to you that you cannot handle, do Not attempt to resolve it yourself! Kindly put it in the SFGTD (something for God to do) box. I will get to it in MY TIME. All situations will be resolved, but in My time, not yours


Once the matter is placed into the box, do not hold onto it by worrying about it. Instead, focus on all the wonderful things that are present in your life now.


If you find yourself stuck in traffic, don't despair. There are people in this world for whom driving is an unheard of privilege.

Should you have a bad day at work; think of the man who has been out of work for years.

Should you despair over a relationship gone bad; think of the person who has never known what it's like to love and be loved in return.

Should you grieve the passing of another weekend; think of the woman in dire straits, working twelve hours a day, seven days a week to feed her children.

Should your car break down, leaving you miles away from assistance; think of the paraplegic who would love the opportunity to take that walk.

Should you notice a new gray hair in the mirror; think of the cancer patient in chemo who wishes she had hair to examine.

Should you find yourself at a loss and pondering what is life all about, asking what is my purpose? Be thankful. There are those who didn't live long enough to get the opportunity.

Should you find yourself the victim of other people's bitterness, ignorance, smallness or insecurities; remember, things could be worse. You could be one of them!

Wednesday again....the day which i will remember always...

I really Miss U.....WHo can convey my feeling to U ???

U always on my mind ....

Yes,i admit i have feeling towards U...>< do u know @ do u feel it??

Maybe, i really need to not think toooo much...

Tis sat i will go for interview for the PT job....><

Hope the job still OK la.....

Hope i can attain something from there too...

{} Missing U right now......Everytime while i sneezing, i will think tat somebody is thinking/ missing of me..then i will think r U...Am i really think tooo much ler?? wahaahasssssss...maybe this i s a good way to cheat myself gua..

Then i miss u always, r u sneeze always ?? hahhas.....Joking nia..( nothing to write, then shui bian write wat flick on my mind lor...)SIENZZZZZZZZZZ

My manager was came back to office liao..i not yet report to him regarding the project running result...coz i dun knw when is correct timing lor...when he got mood to listen to me..Aik..soooooo i just keep quite n wait him call me lor..but i still running the project myself without his 's instruction..hehhes...

Sometimes i felt myself said something without deep thinking..then gave the chance to ppl to SU me back..aiyoyo...CHAM...I NEED WISDOM....Sometimes maybe i too excited liao, dun knw wat i m saying...hahas:D.....

I enjoy my life every minute every second.....hahahahahahha...SMILE + HAppy + Enjoy.....HURRAY!!!

In life there r always undesirable thgs.U will feel better if U change ur view frm other direction


** FRiday** == Having the Dinner with friends...

** Saturday** == Doin nothing at home...

** Sunday** == Cleaning my room and changed the cupboard's position...
GO to clementi to meet my DI...

** Monday** == Goin to JB and then back home and zzzzzzzzz..
Jogging ...
Read Newspaper...

These are all i done for the past 3 days..like fei ren...doin nothing right...aik..Planning to go spa tis saturday coz i have coupon for free de...
then plan to find another PT ler, dun wanna to wait anymore ler...

What will i do today?
* jog, ................

< I m super lazy.....> Pls help me ..........

~~ I still cant forget U...I missing U ....especially while i saw u tat day..tou tou de kan zhe ni..I m happy u still be there....maybe i will re- take the class again next year gua...yaya..MAYBE...><..Sometimes while i m working, Ur look will suddenly flick through my mind de....

Next year 14/11 - 22/11 / 09..i think i will tk leave to taiwan...hope my manager can approve my leave la...but look at still far frm now hor .... NOVEMBER .... >.< .... tat time i oredi worked around 2 yrs + 4 months liao in my current company ...hehe...but heard end of the yr go taiwan is ard autumn liao which is not sooooooo hot lor...NICE....

Raining ....i cant jog liao..>.<..GOod excuse..hahas...>.<

Yesterday was slept at 8pm+ and woke up at 12am+ and then continued to zz again...because my room mate was unfeeling well, she switched off the room's light, so i cant do anything ...so i just laied on my bed and thinking????????....there r no story between Us...

Tonight my collaegeus goin to hup chai , bangkok ler....hope them enjoy their journey ...for 3 days vacation....For me, just waiting the good news frm my employer and i think on monday i will go to jb to do some stupid and sucked things .... SIENZZZZZZZZZ .. Cant wait to get the PT job...><

TOnight goin to meet my friends and have dinner with them n their friends together..later i wil go to my cousin's hse and stay overnight there....

Learnt something on my work yesterday frm my supervisor. Thanks for telling me so much even we r disputed the causes of the incident...actually i knew there r a lot of factors to cause something happened. But wat i knew is which is the major causes is more crucial ..this is the keypoint to solve the problem immediately de...Ur quick reaction for the problem shooting is something i need to learn de...while something happen suddenly, we need to find out WHY WHY WHY and do the decision to solve the problem within a few minutes or even a few seconds....to reduce the cost..

TOday is friday again..which is my favourite day throughout the week....I LOVE FRIDAY....><........

== REcently i think i quite success to shut my mouth in my office....yaya..jia you...But sometimes lost control also to talk to my supervisor regarding the job loudly in the office too..hehhehe..pai seh...i wil control myself de.....SOmethin i can control, i will control de, but something out of my control, i cant do anything..just like US.....i really cant do anything even i hope somebody to move it on..BUT ONLY HOPE...i knew < no ACTION = NO HOPE > .....SO , the conclusion is ==== *NO HOPE ANYMORE* .....i m totally passive in a relationship...><...SO = failure too...HAHHAS....:(

== Missing U but will forget U soooooon......

== I will concentrate on my work tis few yrs.....to gain experiences as much as possible and then i will decide my FUTURE ler..right now i stil cant do any decision due to i still a NEW BIRD...hahas...>.<...I love some of the colleagues in my current company coz they really willing to teach, explain, lead, guide me all the time..I M SOOOO lucky but ........ one thing i cant accept.... The thing which is unacceptable, i take it very important de...SOOO...if the condition stil like tat, i think i really hv to do decision..but regardless wat , i think i will do the desicion finally de....TIME...

== Hope i can meet somebody whom has same channel with ME de... i hope r U...but only HOPE, no action = HOPELESS.....Even not r U, i hope tat person is good too.....I dislike to force something to became another thing de.... USELESS...tk the thing naturally ba.....><.... I wil appreciate every chance and everything in my life.... i will cherish the PRESENT....活在当下。。。

Yesterday i was went there and saw u there....>< ya..U still be there....at least i still can c u there....but i think i will forget U slowly ba...

MISSING U..but nobody to bridge the gap between US......FATE..

Yesterday was reading newspaper. then slept ard 10 pm which was quite early de..><...coz my mind suddenly full of U ......**..i cant concentrate on my reading..so i decided to zzzzzzzz lor...

Tomorrow will having the DA CHAN with my school friends and then will go to my cousin's place to submit her something and sleep overnight there...YAYA..i lazy back home even got 3 days holiday continuously.....

I know somebody was looking down at me ( maybe not) or my requirement to myself too high...but i will jia you de..thanks for looking down at me, i will show u that i can de..give me some time.@@.. I must fightened down A word called '' LAZY''...
Any pill which can cure this disease ma??

080808--- what a special day in tis year.. This day is my friend's birthday..Wish her happy birthday....>< between..i think i will hang out with friends ba..we oredi dated on friday to have a DINNER together in LAO ba SHa...I never go there b4, heard a lot of foods to choose de...hehe..........:)

Today is wednesday..quite a unforgetful day each week..i think i will go over there to c whether U r still there or not ... I hope U r there even i move myself frm there ler....><....JIA YOU...!!!!

my plan till end of this yr are earn money, save money,dun waste money simply, implement my life plan, use my time properly, concentrate on my work n everything in my daily time. I think i will bek my hometown rarely due to STUPID traffic jam, SUCk bus service ,and also dislike to queue long queue too..

Yesterday i was bought a new hp, but i din feel happy at that moment...aik..i dun knw Y...maybe i still felt xin tong ba...APPreciate n cherish everything we have right now, dun wait the things disappear, u just xin tong or hou hui ba...SAYIng is always easier than Doing...I understood ...aik***

JIA YOU on my work , qiu ting..Try ur best to do the things to the best...Shut ur mouth and move ur hands n legs...u will success oneday de....i believe....@@..DO > TALK ....WORK is a gift ppl gv u, pls appreciate every chance ppl gv u..dun grumble...always remind urself ba...!!!!JIA you

=== I lost my hp on the 1st of the august where the ghost month started...i thinked who took my hp was a ghost ba....:(...Sad.....but not point too..have to stop think abt it then i just can concentrate on my work...otherwise i think i goin to Crazy soon.

=== I forgot my username n password for the maybank2u account..i cant pay the fee anymore, have to go to the bank again to search for help...sien..i detest to go bank especially malaysia 's bank...><..........

=== My 'car' was broken suddenly and have to repair...aik..need money again...

*** All need money to settle, i thinked i goin to po kai liao....my saving account's money goin to ZERO liao..sad...but if the money can settle the things, then is fine too...coz money can earn back de...:(...

I think i need to earn more money liao..start right now...cant wait anymore...

I was wondering y everytime must has bad luck happened to ME de????While i m happy, sure got something happened that blocked my way de...>< ...aik...Y Y ????

I agreed that i m not the good in communicate with ppl in same ways...so i decided to shut my mouth! YES, i doin right now..hope i can success to shut my mouth lor..... JIa you..concentrate on my stuffs.....*****

I not longer thinking of U ler...:(...ITS OK De.........