Erm....yesterday night i was went to tk my cert and pay the Singtel bill at CC...But i cant c U there...U din go for the class? or u oredi stop the class as me?? I just Wondering.....but right now i really cant remember ur look ler..maybe it is good for me ba....><.......no SAD****

Yesterday was slacked at home after jogging and doing nothing too...felt waste time nia.....wat should i do for today?? PLAnning.......hope i can pick up the mood and do the thing i should do.........How lazy i am..........Aik.......:(

6 DAys 5 nights at bangkok n pattaya....><

I thinked i gained something frm tis trip and saw something fresh at there too..And i more appreciated the time in Singapore n MAlaysia....I super lucky not born in there but go there just for vacation only...CAnt imagined my life at there if i were born at there...@@...I know i m lucky..but sometimes i will complaint that y so many unfortunete things happened to me like SP, RP,FP etc....Y my life cant go as normally without any waves....>< ....but now i knew i should feel contented with wat i having now......{@@}

After the trip, i will pick up my mood and re-arrange my daily schedule ler.. earn and save more money..........Recently used a lot money for STUPID expenses ...><...NO point, only money can solve tat problem nia...

Tomorrow i will go to take my Cert..think will meet U there.....but just for few second nia...maybe U wont notice me >< ... Aik..but OUt of my Control...need to move forward too...my mood now quite OK ler....Nothing is super Important in this world...just BALANCE....I m pursueing BALANCE in everything...

I m Missing U...(><)...Do u? But i think i will forget U sooon coz right now i cant remember Ur look ler....::::::::(...........But nevermind de.........JIA YOU n BYE BYE to U.......Thanks for passing my life and left a sweet memory to ME without UR notice!!!!!!!!!!!!TIme will cure everything de...>.<

Y said today is a meaningful day to me ler??? Yes , today is my first day n also first time flight to oversea by plane...yaya..tonight...Should be remarked in my blogger ..><..Besides, today also is my last day for my class ler..but i wont go n also wont meet u over there...Really hope somebody over there can tell me ur mood @ there without my present...@@..Will u find me ? Will u feel disappointed that i didnt attend the last class?? or u just feel nothing? Aik....wat can i say is OUT OF MY CONTROL...><...i will forget u slowly ba....No sad Just Disappointed only..*****

My manager was not came today. He went to medical checkup today..Hope he can pass the test la...>< Stay healthy to U ~ my dearest manager--Mr. Tan...

Goin to relax for a few days....i must enjoy the journey and learnt something frm the journey too..kekeke...

YAYA, was receiving a message frm my friend yesterday..She mentioned she oredi get the HDB house ..yeah yeah..Congrats to U ...>.<....

WAs talked a lot with my manager today....ard 5.45pm+ knocked off...MR TAN....THANks for sharing so much..really a good lesson for me..i will appreciated it de....i also got aim like u and wanna success oneday ...but i lack of patient...aik.....i will jia you de..after coming back frm the bangkok n pattaya trip, i will re-arrange my schedule again....hehe....cant wait for tomolo ...>< ==....i clearly know wat should i do right now and somebody also remind me too, but i still failed to do it well...coz i fightened down by ' LAZY'....Help, somebody can help me ma???

I need WISDOM.....

一部戏最精彩的并不是结局,而是高潮.....所以不管是什么事,结果并不重要,而是过程.><

****May GOD bless US???****

Yes! tomolo i will depart to bangkok ler....erm..flight delayed to 8pm+..tat means while i m in the airport, u r in the same place...will u busy seaching for me...????.>< I dun think sooooo...hahas..but nevermind...:D~~~~~~~~~~

TOnight will busy packing my clothes....tired...hahas...@@..but luckily i got 1 auntie whom can support me the neccesaries...hehhehe.thanks a lotzzz....!!!!!



i think i will missing u all the time till the day i forget it without my notice....maybe i really need to focus on my career first ba...wat ppl said: if the thing belongs to U , no matter how, it will comes back to ur side de..but if the thing not belongs to U, no matter how u tight it properly, it will release frm ur side TOO.....Will u believe??? i dun know...but if u never appreciate the chance, the chance might wont comes back again too, tis is wat i believe more...><..but the condition i cant control wat ...while something out of ur control, u wish to do it also cant use de rite???...>.< how wish the MIRACLE happens.....will it? i think no la, just i think toooo much nia....i always remind myself, while u r nothing to somebody, dun waste ur time to wait the miracle lor...coz it is USELESS lor....

WAS going back last weekend...by my cousin's husband's car and back to sg on sunday by my grandma de neighbour 's car too. WAH WAh..ate a lot of fruits while goin back -- mangosteen, rambutan..etc..all plucked frm the tree...heehee..><

I was buying 2 DVD while goin back to sg.WAH...Nice HK drama.....WAs watched it till 12am lor...haha..coz too nice liao..i love Linda chong ..She is sooo beautiful..and her smile too....@@...LAm feng not bad too....quite handsome too....But i prefer Steven MA more...hehe *******

TIs time bek home coincided met the GUAN YING DAN..so was goin to my lao shi yi de house to c the re nao....><..haha...and i got asked something too...i need WISDOM ..

HEHE..goin to bangkok and pattaya tis wed..SO fast ...Not yet pick up the clothes..haha... planned to go my auntie's hse tonight to borrow something to this trip..and my mei goin to come sg tis afternoon too....I had changed the money oredi..really hope tis trip is unforgetable and is the starting of my journey too...@@...

WHile i writting tis post, i still in the office ..ard 5.10 pm..goin to knock off liao..but i dun have mood to focus on my work anymore..suddenly feel very stress.. a lot of projects came one by one...previous de still not yet complete...

MANAGEMENT

DEvelop A PASSION in the thing that YOu DO..

** PASSION MAKES THE DIFFERENCE!**

SUCCESS

Always remember that success is a ladder not an ESCALATOR!


TEAMWORK


TEAMWOrk is a catalyst that yield excelent from shared strengths...><

** I think i wont waste my time on the thing which is worthless for to wait lor...

** SO i decide to GIVE UP ler..>< NO SAD***REALLY @@

** Hope tis weekend can start my work ... GOD bless ME **

== Will meet up with U tonight ...but my feeling right now is normal..i can forecast wat will happen tonight..so i din put much hope on it..no bei guan as wat my friend said...but its FATE ....**DUN THINK TOO MUCH IS a sentence my friends n i always said to me de...HEHE ><

== Changed my plan to LIB liao...hope i can fight down the word called "LAZY" ba..JIA YOU ..><

^^

AIk! i think i scared to go cc liao ba due to the weird malay guy .... aik ............ mei ban fa, maybe tis is yuan fen ba..lao tian maybe an shi me to fang qi ba...YAYAYA..out of my control....aik....

Nothing to write right now..>.<

Erm.....i met 1 ??? room mate....aik...dun want to talk abt her la...

i met 1 weird malay guy yesterday night at cc..We talked a lotzz...dun knw he is good or bad guy..a bit worried...

** Miss U again...but tomorrow will be the last day to meet u ler..but its ok de..i planned to go cc everyday as long as i free. But worry to meet that malay guy there...:)..but i wont let ppl interrupt my planning de..so i will go there also..><

** NExt wed goin to bangkok n pattaya ler..Now the mood is normal, no extreme happy ...tis is my FIRST time lei...and i promise i will implement my life plan tat i will travel at least yearly to other countries de.. >< If i have extra more money, i think i will go two countries yearly ba..but also hope my manager can approve my leave lor...:: Actually , i have my career plan too...but right now too early to say, so gv me sometime to look look and see see ba.. i hope i can success oneday on my career ..and here, i would like to thanks those friends who encouraged me all the time ..**i will remember wat u all told me, and actually i knw wat should i do but sometimes i was fightened by one word called **LAZY**.....Tis word really kong bu, i always lose to it de...i know this word will be my obtacles to success....i will JIA you de...Thanks again to my dear friends...

== GOing out later...
== Dun think too much .....
== 得不到永远是最好的>.<
== 想象永远比现实的美好.....
== 加油!continue put more effort on my career...........:)

Tomorrow will have a big meeting with the production ppl...

== Slowly erase ur look frm my mind ler...>< 真的真的很不舍...我真的真的很想走上前去, 但是我没勇气...其实如果我们的距离是1000 步,只要你向我迈进1 步, 我就会向你迈进那其余的999步..不过....你好象在原地踏步, 我也只好在原地等待, 不过等待是有期限的...期限一到,我就得默默的离开了..依依不舍的离开....>< 没办法....:(....***也许是我想太多了***

Waiting for 23 of july...YEs, the date when i will depart for BANGKOK n PATTAYA...worry abt the weather there....hope dun want too hot la...

Talk abt my work....

Tis few week discovered a lot on my work....done something useful to develop our products....YEAH!!! really tired... but i knew its worth it lor....i will jia you de...coz i knew wat i want to achieve on my career ...>< and i can forecast tat i will success at the end de....but the PAth not easy to go....i will enjoy the journey toward the success with the smile :D.....

My colleague goin to bek office next monday after 1 month MC ler...hope he is recover well lor....even we seldom chat while working...WISh u healthy all the time lor....JIA you...!!!!

Met up with U tonight..I thought u r not came liao coz oredi 7.30 pm .. But u arrived late..Happy tat u r came..but a bit disappointed lor...so i m wondering is it the time i really need to wake up liao...:( I dun have choice...the only thing i can do is give up..'''''BUT I REALLY REALLLY HOPE CAN BE FRIEND WITH U DE.''''
mayb i should start frm now .... erase ur look frm my mind ><...the more i wanna to forget , the more it make me think abt U...next week will be the LAst time we meet up ler...真的很不舍......^^不过有些事情还是要面对的..对你来说可能没当一回事.....你会记得我吗? 当我已不在那里的时侯?还是依然如此??

Will meet up with U tomorrow...my mood right now is mixture of happy n a bit sad...Y Y ??Happy is bcoz i will meet U again, a bit sad is becoz the time became lesser and lesser liao...even i can choose to continue the class and meet u again , but i feel 90% i wont continue ba..><...

People said:'' must grab the chance once it is in front of U, coz chance wont knock the door twice."" But in this condition, i not dare to tk any action..just waiting n waiting...if at the end still nothing happen, i will accept the truth....FATE...

Dont u sense anything frm me?? Or u also no dare to tk any action?? :(

SLept all the time at home and thinked of U....MAybe the time leave no more liao, so i really miss U...><..Time to say goodbye...After that, i also need the time to help me forget U...No sad, but missing ......HAppy because it was happened...

2 days slacked at home doin nothing..a bit regretted...but i knew the time wont comes bek again...:(...Just take it as time to relax myself ba...Was reading the christian book borrowed frm my colleague < THe Purpose driven Life>.. a bit bored read these book..talk abt JEsus...GOd...:D

NEw life start tomorrow..< i must use the time appropriately n usefully >....Coming THUrsday will has a big MEEting with all the IMportant people in my company after knock off..estimate will till 7 pm + gua...Happy because i m involve in it..cause not all the ppl want involve jiu can involve de....hahahahahaaa

watched Hk drama....


I miss U , can u sense it??

'''' One yr anniversary at my current company..yeah!!Time flied very very fast wor..><....THinking bek wat i done, gained n learnt for the past 1 yr....YEs, i think i gained a lotzz..

*** Two more weeks leave ler....I knw u will be there always, but i dun think i will be there to wait anymore ler..yes, i think i will move away ler...even nothing happen at the end...two of my friends were asking abt U and encouraged me thr msn.....but.....i think i still wont tk any action too...sorry, i really fail in doin it....waiting for U to come on, but..U...same with me..i think..:(
Anyway, all the best to U la...i think i will thinking n missing u continuously till the day i cant remember ur look on my mind ba...